I'm finding new ways to kick myself.

[Grave]

Yeah, Dan did it. He became that guy he swore he wouldn't. The Pot calling the Kettle "black". I told myself, "I'm not going to miss the RP, I'm going to stick with it and I'll make sure to keep it as alive as possible." And then, what do you know? Life happens. Shit hits Fans. Dan gets smacked with an assload of reality.

Put it however you want, I've been in it, deep, lately.

Some of you may recall me saying something about my grandmother, eh? Aye. I mentioned her having eye surgery. Well, guess what? Fscking doctors screwed up, and couldn't fix her eyes. She's blind now. So I'm taking care of her.

No, I'm not angry to take care of her. I love her with all of my heart. I guess I'm just pissed that the doctors couldn't help her.

To top it off, I was fired from my job for being late so many times, and having to miss a day of work to drive her to the doctor's office. So, for a while, I was out of a job and taking care of her. But I had money left over, so it was good. I just took a long time looking for a job.

Sure, I was online a few times for brief amounts of it, but that was mostly job-searching online.

Recently, I recieved another, and things are falling back into place. Gran's doing just fine, and I'm doing just fine.

It was a short fall, but I'm back. And I swear this time, I'll get back in the RP. As long as I have this effin' computer of mine, nothing's stopping me from coming back.

So, yeah. That's all. >_>; Just thought I'd inform.

[Jack Serithva]

....Ofcourse I know how it is to be blind...I am blind without my glasses...not really...but I can't see far away. It's understanble because 7 months ago it happened to me with my uncle. He was in a coma so...yeah. I took care of him for a little while and while he wasn't getting him stuff. So it's fine. Same, give her my regards.

[Donovinh Krushchev]

Thanks to the both of you.

And yeah, I'm still working with that video.. I haven't gotten past the planning phase, though. ^^; Not much inspiration going around lately. Hopefully, it'll be done by the end of May, though. But that's being optimistic, with the creative slump I've been in lately.

Slowly but surely.