Post by Breanna Ryter on Sept 6, 2005 13:38:23 GMT -5
Hm.. Things have changed, that has been said a lot.. People have changed, that has been said too..
Can you believe it? I, Ashley, am now a college student. No, I didn't leave home, I'm going to a college that's in my town. Don't worry, I'll be leaving!...I've been saying that for a long time. *sigh*
Back in the days of yore, I was one of the 'baby' members. Childish, hyper, spunky, etc. I don't remember how fast I became with so many people online.
A lot of you know about my personal life..and a lot of you have heard me rant about The Warden. So much has been happening that it's making me dizzy. I'm being pushed into adulthood and I'm not liking it. Of course, who likes paying for credit card bills and cell phone bills? I can't wait to have my own house and pay for everything.
College is a bit scary to me even though I don't live on campus or anything like that. Am I too immature for my 'sophisticated' college peers? My younger friends in high school wish that I could go back and be there for them. Believe it or not, I was considered a little bit of a leader type to my high school friends. That made me feel important. Some would talk about how high my tolerance level is, others would call that being a push over.
I woke up this morning and the first words out of my mouth were "Damn it..I'm going to college". Nothing prepared me for this day, my grandmother did not go to college, nor did my mother. My brothers did but they dropped out.
I'm scared. I feel that I haven't properly dealt with my personal problems and thus I'll fail in some way. The college is not so bad so far, this being the first day and all. I like my teachers and I think they like me already, so maybe this won't be as bad as I thought. Gotta think positive Ashley!
In a year or two..I'll be leaving home and that scares the hell out of my grandmother and me, but I have to leave. One day I will quit roleplay but for right now, I want to have fun and stick around..
Geeze..I don't think I ever made a rant that had one point..ah well.
Can you believe it? I, Ashley, am now a college student. No, I didn't leave home, I'm going to a college that's in my town. Don't worry, I'll be leaving!...I've been saying that for a long time. *sigh*
Back in the days of yore, I was one of the 'baby' members. Childish, hyper, spunky, etc. I don't remember how fast I became with so many people online.
A lot of you know about my personal life..and a lot of you have heard me rant about The Warden. So much has been happening that it's making me dizzy. I'm being pushed into adulthood and I'm not liking it. Of course, who likes paying for credit card bills and cell phone bills? I can't wait to have my own house and pay for everything.
College is a bit scary to me even though I don't live on campus or anything like that. Am I too immature for my 'sophisticated' college peers? My younger friends in high school wish that I could go back and be there for them. Believe it or not, I was considered a little bit of a leader type to my high school friends. That made me feel important. Some would talk about how high my tolerance level is, others would call that being a push over.
I woke up this morning and the first words out of my mouth were "Damn it..I'm going to college". Nothing prepared me for this day, my grandmother did not go to college, nor did my mother. My brothers did but they dropped out.
I'm scared. I feel that I haven't properly dealt with my personal problems and thus I'll fail in some way. The college is not so bad so far, this being the first day and all. I like my teachers and I think they like me already, so maybe this won't be as bad as I thought. Gotta think positive Ashley!
In a year or two..I'll be leaving home and that scares the hell out of my grandmother and me, but I have to leave. One day I will quit roleplay but for right now, I want to have fun and stick around..
Geeze..I don't think I ever made a rant that had one point..ah well.
